Love… I’m missing you soooooooooooo much… I’m sorry we haven’t had the time to talk as much as we both want. Our lives are so hectic, I wish I could slow it down for a bit… Make more time for us… That day will come. It’s been beyond hard for me… To work, take care of my dad, take care of my love and the kittens and then lose my dad and deal with all that… Time isn’t something I always have. I am sorry. But know, that I always miss you.