Day 5

I’ve been thinking about you all day. A Saturday with you and me and the girls.  Brunch, mani-pedi, shopping to get adorable cute things, lunch, a movie, snacks, dinner, home… A typical weekend with my loves.  I adore you so much, I don’t just see the present, I also see our future. Missing you so much

Day 4 … GN

Good night my love, I’m just laying in bed and thinking of you.  I just sent you a heart emoji 💘 … I know we both miss each other so much.  The distance is so hard.  But maybe that’s what we need right now. To see how much our hearts can handle.  I reminisce often on our first alone time in PA. What it felt like to

Day 4

Hi my love, I’m at the gym. Working out.  Making sure I can be fit again. So you can see me look amazing and feel amazing too. I love that you adore me just the way I am. You love me for all of me, and that means more to me than anything else.  But, I still want to look good for you also. Love you and

Day 3 … #2

Just drove home… we spoke on the phone part of the way. I’m sorry you are hurting so much and I’m not there for you.  I miss you so much.  I was supposed to be with you tonight. But I know you needed my help and support more then you needed me. Love you

Day 3

Hi Kitty… Sitting at work, thinking about you and the girls.  I miss you so much.  it would be so nice to leave work and come home to you, or maybe sometimes for you to come home and I already have dinner made for you.  I love helping you with the girls.  They are soooooooooooooo adorable and sweet and cuddly.  I love the kind of mom you

Day 2

My Dearest Love, I worry for you.  I worry you will never realize the immensity of everything you deserve, everything you have deserved, and everything you still deserve.  You have been so harmed, and so brought down, that the thought of being truly and deeply loved is so foreign to you.  I will make it my mission, to help you realize how amazing you are, how much

Day 1

I love, the way you smile.  The way you look at me, without saying anything and just smile.  The way you allow me to hold you so close, not say a word, and know that holding you, is all you ever want or need.  I love the way your dimples are soooooo deep and adorable.  I love that you love that I love them so much.  That


You will never realize how important you are to me. there is no way I can simply describe it or explain. so my thought was, to take every single day for the rest of my life. all 300 and 65 Days of each year. and tell you each day, that I love you, that I adore you, and, that without you, there is no love at all!